School.

Those were definately THE days.
Always wanting not to be late, in vain.
Admiring schoolmates' bags (What else? That was the only way we could show off our styles, sadly).
Staring at your watch every 2 minutes before the lunch break.
Dozing off in classes.
Guffawing at others dozing off.
Then finally the big lunch break.
Bittersweetly short.
Gobblin' our tiffins away (So that we could go off to "score" our "STARS").
Running around trying to catch glimpses of them crush(es).
Secretly wishing, wanting, dreaming, hoping, praying they would notice "the stare".
Playing stupid pranks.
Sneering and staring at the couples.
Pretending to speak in English when the teachers were on the prowl.
Laughing at the most silliest jokes. Ever.
Having to listen to the boys talk about pornstars.
Wishing the bell won't ever ring.
Then the bell eventually ringing.
Going back to class, ready to doze off again.
Dozing off eventually even though you're not that sleepy anymore after seeing your crush.
Dreaming.
Dreaming.
Still dreaming.
Then having to listen to the saving bell ring. Priceless!
Screaming the Prayer after school, literally.
Packing your bags.
Applying powder on your face (I swear I never did this though, well maybe once. Or even twice. Or thrice. :P).
Boys cleaning their shoes fervently.
Staying back if you have sweeping duty.
Heading off, wishing to see your crush just one more time.
Buying "Burma-things", "vur", momos, "alu and papors".
Catching a bus.
Fighting to catch the back seat for the whole gang, literally.
Hoping for the real last time to catch a tiny glimpse of your crush.
Which never really happened.
And I really don't know why.

Hoohum.
Those were the wowsome days.

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I can't stay mad at you.DAYUM!

you can make me cry
you can break my heart
but i'll never say we're through
even when i cry, i can't stay mad at you

you can run around
you can tell me lies
that there's nothing i can do
i'll never say goodbye, 'cause i can't stay mad at you

i got mad at you last night
'cause you are holding another girl tight
but when i thought of all your charms
i bounced right back into your arms

one thing you'll know for sure
i won't be the one to fall in love with someone new
i'll love you till i die, i can't stay mad at you

i bounced right back into your arms

one thing you'll know for sure
i won't be the one to fall in love with someone new
i'll love you till i die, i can't stay mad at you

you got me where you want me
you got me where you want me

"Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning)"

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the guy
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

torn.tattered.torn.

I lost him.
He lost me.
We're two lost souls.
Which is an understatement.

I want him to want me.
I need him to need me.
I love him to love me.
I beg him to beg me.

Reality bites.
I gotta bite reality back.

New normal,
BRING IT ON!

I'm pretty much losing everything i love.
Or used to.
Or still do?
I lost him first.
Then my style posts.
All of them.
My notebook's gone.
Gone.Baby.Gone.


One by one.
Leaving me with a void.
So deep i dont care.

I don't care.
I do care.
I won't care.
I stopped caring.

YAY!


My hard disk is gone.
Gone.Disk.Gone.

All my pictures gone.
Gone.Pictures.Gone.

Static.